There are things you wish could stay buried deep within you.Memories that deserve a dark corner,never to see light again.But the truth is no matter how far you run,no matter how fast,you cant outrun yourself.Deep wounds,leave bigger scars.The scars don’t go away,they just sit there taunting you.
The longer I gaze into this abyss ,the more I realize that the emptiness stretches on forever.Maybe if I stare a little longer I wont feel so lost.But all I see is nothingness that seems to never end.The skies above me seem to go on forever,indifferent to my dilemma.I wonder if even they realize how … More New Horizons.
It doesn’t matter how we met.It doesn’t really matter how we got to this point.But were here.Its already getting dark and I’m rushing to see you.I look calm but inside my soul there are only whirlwinds and thunderstorms.Because iam a terrible human being and I know this.Youre the only one among us who doesn’t know … More Strangers in the night.
I feel my breath getting shorter,my lung are filling up.I guess im drowning in these waters,these waters that use to soothe me so much.I keep looking around but I can’t see you.Where are you?Have you already sunk to the bottom.Maybe you decided to swim to safer shores when you realized the turbulence in these waters.I … More Rocky shores
With each sunrise I drag myself from this bed,hoping that this will be the day.The day life will finally give me a pleasant surprise.And with each sunset I go back to bed dissappointed.Im tired of this mindless toiling in the sun.The fruits of my labour are always sour,always turning to ashes in my mouth.Time doesn’t … More Everyday shit,Everynight shit.
I remember the irritated look on your face because you couldn’t find something.Something worth gifting your friend.A friend who had some unmemorable name that I forgot as soon as you mentioned it. And it left me wondering how hard it is to just pick out something. You were always complicated I guess. And then the … More Reminiscing About Donuts Undelivered.
Today I come with a story.A story not from my own personal archive of personal horrors and unresolved demons.It comes from the memory banks of another.A story that has been told so many times that we often forget how tragic it is.We forget how painful it feels and we think its just another story.I hope … More Of Lost Love And Broken Promises.
I’ve always believed that to be happy in this life you had to be completely and absolutely ignorant.That there is no way you can claim happiness when there is so much wrong in this fucking world.The wars,the disease,the poverty,the hunger…all of it.I hated people who said “look at the brighter side of life” because the … More The Devil Lives Among Us.And They Come Out To Rape.
Iam writing this cause i’ve just come from a breakup and right now I feel great.But there are days that I will feel like crap and I will wanna pick up the phone and call or text.This peice is to remind me why I shouldn’t. The reason I decided to end it is because I … More I Loved And I Lost And Now Iam Not Sure How I Feel.
Iam tired,so tired.Of thinking that this race could save itself,that it could be saved.I go from moments of great hope to utter depression thinking about my race.We seem to take a step forward then a two back.How many more blows can we take?How many more rounds can we last?Till we finally tumble to the ground.From … More The Tragedy And Hypocrisy Of The Black Race.